Sunday, March 13, 2005
14:47
spinning round and round
feeling very tired nowadays...
just feel like not doing anything at all all day
just sit down n think of wat i can do to live my life in e way i want
n not by e way pple want me to live
sometimes i think i'm only in control of 10% of my life...
e rest of e 90% is either controlled by others or i'm forced to live like tt...
why cant i just be a nobody?
i dun noe...
maybe nxt time when i die,i'll try to choose e life i want to lead in my nxt life...
just want to fly far far away n nv come back now...
